My three day weekend has come to a close and I managed to watch six horror films, finished up Creepshow, and played a little Red Dead Redemption. But most importantly, I relaxed for a little bit.
Last week was incredibly difficult. It was difficult in a very strange way. I didn’t have much to do at work, basically nothing, which created a lot of stress and tension about being let go. Then surrounding me was drama, chaos, confusion, anger, and stress due to a lack of supplies, lack of care, and bad leadership. I’m usually pretty good at separating myself from the drama, but damn, this is some drama like I’ve never seen before. It slowly zapped me (as discussed in my last post) and by the weekend I was just done. I was exhausted and I felt it. Thursday night I was out of it and it took all day Friday for me to start to feel more like myself. Still, I don’t think I ever felt 100% like myself this weekend.
I walked into work today dreading it. Dreading the unknown and what is to come. Dreading the complaining and the drama queens.
I’ve thrown myself into something, which has been my horror blog, because it gives me something to focus on and work towards. It gives me a purpose and brings me joy. I think we all got to find those little things that keep us going during these tough times.
My goal for this week is to keep my anger in check, try to avoid the stress, and focus on my website more. I got six movies to review and three TV shows, so I definitely have some work ahead of myself.